Troubled Heart

Unhappy thought and disappointments was what I strongly felt for the last few days. It has taught me something very true...we, human can plan but it is God who decides. I might have planned a lot of things but sometimes simple things/disturbances might just shake it off. My weekend did not went well as what I have planned.

Lord, have I thought too much or am I just being too pushy? Guess I am very impatient and I would like things to be well-planned and in order. Instead of making myself so troubled and be saddened,I have finally decided not to do anything but to pray and let God decides.

Let God be my shepherd. O Lord God, You are my saviour. Please give me peace from within. God, please give me patience and strength too. Thank you God. All praise, honor and glory to you. In Jesus name I asked and pray. Amen.

Last Photo Shoot Session - Engagement

16 September 2010, Kellie's Castle, Gopeng....This was the last venue for our engagement photo shoots. Woke up very early as usual...girls just wanna look pretty anyway.

Weather was terrible. The sun was scorching my skin the moment I stepped out from the house. I knew it's going to be a hot day man! Plan went on as usual...me, Jeremy, Joel and Dhanaraj went to the destination in a car. I was complaining all the way. The sunlight was making me sick but there was no turning back.

We reached there before 9.00am and we waited in the car. Everyone was not really in the mood to take good pictures due to the weather but all were trying their best efforts.. Just for your information, foreigner workers there are charging us unreasonably. Initially we paid RM14 for 4 as entrance fees. They charged us extra RM50 for modelling-type photo shoot. Ridiculous! At the end, Jeremy paid the extra just to avoid any disturbance from these people. They were just trying to cheat our money, at least that was what I thought!

Ready...shooting time.. It was a bit difficult to take good pictures as the sun was too strong. Shadow was everywhere plus Jeremy's flash was not working. Well, his batteries for camera and flash went dead shortly. Oh my! Luckily we have Dhanaraj who was using Nikon as well. Used his camera's battery instead. As for the flash, we were left with no choice but to use the traditional method, the reflector. Luckily Joel and Dhanaraj were there to assist us. Things was not going smooth due to the weather. Everyone felt like just leave but we tried our best to take as many as we can as we have paid for it!

As for the end products, I am waiting for Jeremy to process it. I will reveal more when the time is right!

Till then.

Cheers.

6.45pm...home alone...what to eat?

CCP Paper 1 in UM

This really helps - kept me awake & energized!

Alarm rang at 4.30am. Yes 4.30am. I had a train at 5.30am to catch in order for me to sit for the CCP Paper 1 examination which was held in UM, my former university on the 4Sep2010.

ETS train from Iph-KL Sentral

Oh gosh, time really flies. The last time when I stepped into my university/campus was my graduation. That was almost 3 years ago! A lot of fond memories as well as loneliness caught a few moment of thoughts as I walked around the campus. I miss my course mate, Loke, Yu Gi, Ah Fatt, Ching Lee, Evonne and Edwin. They have been such a joy and blessing. Not to forget my lovely and adorable room mate, Meng Nee. How can I ever thank him for being such a caring, considerate, funny and patience girl. By the way, she taught me Mandarin for the past 2 years! That was definitely a miracle!

I was walking around the campus searching for food. Oh man, all the stalls were closed. My colleagues were walking together with me while I took the lead showing them all the cafeteria around. A lot of changes has took place since I last studied there. Well, finally we gave up. We went into the exam hall, with sweat.

Everyone around me asking how did I fare in that paper. Honestly, I knew it was not bad as I managed to answer most of it. However, due to the 80% of passing mark, I just keep my fingers crossed. 3 weeks from now will determine whether I will proceed to Paper 3 or to retake Paper 1.

God, into Your hands I commit again. All glory to You!